Hi Tumblr people. So i guess most of you who”ll be reading this doesn’t have a clue on what’s happening. haha. I just want to release my frustrations. That’s what tumblr’s all about. HAHA.
First: About my title. “I”ll miss them. No doubt”
Sino yung them? Those are my team mates. Mamimiss ko sila. Sobra. Sabi ko nga sa instagram e. Team mates? Nah. FAMILY. We treat each other like siblings already. Makasama mo ba naman ng isang buwan? Parang PBB lang yan e. Sila yung nakikita mo araw-araw, oras-oras, minu-minuto. Oo. Mamimiss ko sila. SOBRA. SOBRANG SOBRA. I loved the sport not because of medals, but because of them. They made life easier. Srsly. Almost half my life, they’ve been my friends. Yung mga kateam ko sa Seton? Sa National Team? Oh they’re the best people i could ever have. Iba iba kaming personality, but yet we compliment each other. We laugh, cry, dance, sing, kick, sleep, snore together! Big family. I’m very thankful that i met them. Thanks to my sport, i met amazing people in my life. Eto yung pinaka mamimiss ko.
Second: I”ll miss kicking.
Ano ba. Haha. Malamang mamimiss ko sumipa. Sabi ko nga sa twitter e. It’s hard to let go of something you’ve been doing for almost half your life. Parang sa tao lang yan. Pag sobrang mahal mo, kahit alam mong tinapaktapakan na pride mo, kahit nasaktan ka na. Nahihirapan ka pa rin i let go. MASAKIT. Oo. Sobrang sakit bitawan to. I’ve worked for this, I’ve been doing this for 9 years already, I’ve met amazing people because of it, I’ve experienced hell trainings and hell weeks. But, yes. Nothing is really permanent in life. It’s time to let this go. I know that something better will happen. Student
athlete no more. :> First time ko ma experience maging normal na studyante! San ka pa =)) Haha. I”ll miss this.
Ang drama ko nakakainis. Pero malamang dadalhin ko to for a long time. Mabigat na iwanan ko to. Haha. SOBRANG BIGAT. Siguro every tournament, maiiyak ako. Masasabi ko sa sarili ko. “Nandiyan sana ako oh.” HAAAAY. Well.
This is what life’s about. ;)